My name is Jeremy Hof and i come from the Netherlands, ive been exposed to manny horrible things in this life that made me more aware of people's way of behaving.. i would like to post this tread to get a liddle more insight about life,, what do i fink about life?
Politicians have made this world a unfair place to live, they all work in that function only 4 one reazon .. the money, ive never seen one gud president or sumone in polictics that didnt work there for the pay..
it scares me tbh, couse i reallize that the world is beeing controlled by moneyhungrey wolves, then cummin to "my" next factor,
My stephdad psycologicly mistreated me when i was 12 ( he moved in with us when i was 7 ), he didnt hit me or anny thing n0o, he did worse.. insted of him beating the crap out of me ( with i seriousley preferred ) when i did sumthing that he didnt like he played me on my mind by keeping me scared of him and him staying quiet and punishing me lateron without a doubt or summet and me finking what is wring while he whats wo punish me for sumthing that i did 2 months earlyer or sumthing,, ( an example ) one time i forgot to close the fensedore but the back door and the frontdoor where sealed shut.. without anny doubt my stephfather closed me in my room for 3 months without t.v. or computer i had to listen to 6 cd's i had on a rack.. beleve me i know all the words i can even time them. even when my shoes wherent straight under the jackets he would awaken me @ 4AM (after he came home from work) and wake me up just to place my shoes @ his wishes.. it was sick i couldent take it .. my mom didnt listen to me when i was junger, i told her he wasnt the man for her and he would do nothing but damage here, but she just folowd him arround couse she was insecure of her self i guess.. nevertheless i came to reallize that i couldent trust my mom or my stephdad.. so i whanted to move to my dad,, i lived there from my 16th age till my 18th,, my dad was simpel, he had his simpel life (work from 12:00 till 23:00 and when he came home he would load him self up with bear and weed ) pethettic tbh.. he's surposed the set an examle for me, the smuck. he didnt even get food for me or even took the time to cook, nah my dad's a lazy ass that rather evades the situation then confrnt it with his own opinion .. so from then on i reallized that its just me, i wasnt brought up well but i still have my pride and dignety. Becouse of all these things happening i began to reallize more things then the normal human beeing does, for example my iq is over 120 .. this is becouse i just let go of my parrents earlyer and got more in 2 my self at a junger age.. my junger brother has the same thing, he's only 17 years old but even now he's arguing about life and the poletics,, i know things (theory's) that are out of mind,
I beleve that what we see fink hear know and reallize is just an imige projected by our brain, becouse we only use about 10% of our brain i can imagin the possibilety's if sumone would use the whole 100% !, telekenesis maindreaing etc its all possible, not that im a sycic or sumthing but i do beleve that i can read parts of people's minds.. not that i can just look at them and know stuff no, i dig back in the past i remember the things they have sed and understand they'r situations.. and from that point i can (with the essence of Logic) tell them whats going to happen or with mental problems they have..
i do absolutley not see this as a gift, my life is hell reallizing what people think or might fink, and to realize that im furhter scares me more,, couse ive seen things ive pictured things and i beleve in things that you would not kept possible..
So let me know what you fink about my life,
tell with it a liddle story about your life so i can picture it deeper..
Thnks for taking your time to hear me out,