anabellee

"You only fail when you stop trying"

anna bell

21 / Female

Rapids of the Fathers, Wisconsin, USA

About anabellee

First Time Poster | Member since 9th Dec 05

Citizenship: USA
About anabellee:

I enjoy healthly debates and discussions with people who have new and interesting ideas or opinions to offer.

Hobbies:

Listening to music (my theory is that any can music sounds alright if heard in the right enviroment), reading, traveling (more like going in my head to different places), movies, thrifting....

Favourite places:

The truck stop, orchestra room, my room (when its clean), Walter's room...

Activity : photos (5) forum (1) guide (0) blog (11) diary (0) trips (2)

Latest Blog Entry

Its like my life is 5 rolled into one...

Posted by anabellee | 27th March 2006

Spring break is over, now i really have to care... not fair. NOT FAIR! I really know that this is temporary, i really do, but i am just waiting to wake up one morning and not finding any reason to get out of bed. I mean, graduation, sure, but i dont really care. about graduating that is. what does it matter? humans invented this schooling shit, why should i have to live by these fucked up rules?

I know its my fault, but i really dont want to take my tempts test again. i really need someone. virtual, 3D whatever. god anything from keeping the stupid thoughts away. you know what i mean. the ones that just infultrait every crevass, every corner with saftey pins and razors and sleeping pills with too much vodka. I should be grateful that my mom doesnt keep alcohol in the house anymore. i guess. i would be so wasted if i had the choice... at least freshman year i wasnt alone, but now i am, i really am. no one gets it, no one wants to hear it. i

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