kulotsalot

~~~today~~~

Posted by kulotsalot | 24th August 2009

Am I in a state of confusion again? Am I in a state of neurosis again?

What do I really feel now? I am tired, yes I am. I long for a long night sleep. I long for peace. I long for sanity. Yes, I've stopped thinking and learned to accept reality. Yes, I've stopped asking why and learned to accept that some things just happen because they ought to be. Some things just end because they ought to end at some point. Some people just can't stay because they ought to move on. When they do, is it right for me to feel a certain loss? Is it right for me to feel a certain emptiness in me.

Today, the person who became my anchor, my guardian angel, has gone spreading his wings. I wanted to ask why he has gone to a place where I cannot follow? The last few days with him has been the finest. I felt a certain joy I never felt for a long time. This time, I didn't hear the sound of goodbye. Today, I didn't feel the fear of losing a loved one. Today, I didn't feel I had to let go.

Continued | SA PANAHON NG SOBRANG PAG-IISIP

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