loraandblu

"you go through life only once...enjoy!"

32 / Female

manila, Philippines

About loraandblu

Budding Member | Member since 23rd Dec 07

Citizenship: Philippines
Marital Status: Engaged
Occupation: call center agent
About loraandblu:

i love my beautiful little Guiannina Francesca Ferrer.
i love my handsome baby boy Gianfranco.
i love Kiko.
i love my family (Mom, Dad and Sibs)
i love my team.
i love my friends.
i love my LORA.
i love Kiko's Blu.
i love going on motorcycle trips with friends.
i love our shop, KIKStart.
i love making love.
i love strawberries and cream.
i love the rain (when i'm indoors..)
i love my job.
i love my friends, the real ones.
i love reading.
i love sleeping (when i can).
i love hugs and kisses.

Hobbies:

riding my bike/ reading (jeffrey deaver, tony hillerman, mario puzo)/ staying up late/ watching dvds/

Favourite places:

tagaytay/ baguio/ bicol/ pangasinan/ manila/ zambales/ olongapo/ batangas/ laguna

Activity : photos (78) forum (4) guide (0) blog (55) diary (0) trips (0)

Latest Blog Entry

Flying Solo

Posted by loraandblu | 21st August 2009

I thought only relationships ended, but the feelings stayed with the person; to look back on and smile when the hurt has gone. Was I ever wrong. The human heart can only take so much abuse. My heart has been used, abused and discarded. Since the start of this so-called relationship, I was on the losing end. But I did not turn out to be the loser.

I compromised, bargained, pleaded and now, I eventually decided to simply not care. I have no hopes of ever getting back together with him. He always will remain my son’s father, but that is all he will be from now on. I decided to go back to being myself. No longer would I care if he approves of everything about me. His family may be good to me, but he definitely is not.

I wanted so badly to work things out that I ended up losing myself in the process. I was not brought up by my parents to take abuse from someone. Anyone. He never hurt me physically, but the emotional wounds he left are deep, and hurts much more than a blow.

I hav

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